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Zidane Tribal ([personal profile] tantailizing) wrote2021-04-07 08:40 pm
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heartofthestar: (look into the distance)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Far fewer than before. And so it was decided, at least by many, to sacrifice all the other living beings of the world in order to restore those who had sacrificed themselves to Zodiark.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Not in the least. The world would remain restored and protected, and they would have their friends and comrades back. After that, creating new beings to populate the world would be of no consequence. That was the purpose of Elpis, after all, to begin with.

A perfect answer... for those unable and unwilling to grown and learn from what pain they have endured. A retreat to a perfect paradise lost, rather than one rebuilt. Proof, in other words, that our society had failed. That it had no ability to handle suffering, to handle living -- that Hermes, for all his cruelty and folly, had not been wrong about us.
heartofthestar: (look into the distance)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Return to us our perfect paradise." A direct quote, when I begged them to reconsider. Till the very end, I had hope. I believed that they might listen. But they did not... there were enough to enact that plan, had I and those who felt as I did not intervened.

But we did. To counter a primal, we summoned a primal. We could not match Zodiark stroke for stroke and blow for blow -- but we would not need to, if instead we shattered Zodiark and all things into pieces.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
We did not -- I did not merely shatter Zodiark. All things, all people, the world itself, we shattered.

[Venat is quiet now, though no less wrought with conviction.]

This, you may, and ought to, judge me for. In that moment, I condemned mankind to suffering and misery. I stripped away the ability it had to soar to paradise, on the wings of creation magic; instead, I set it to finding its way by foot. I saw no other way for it to find the answer to Meteion's question, no other path for it to find the strength and courage to make meaning out of life's misery... but I do not deny, I do not pretend, that what I did was not horribly, unforgivably cruel.
heartofthestar: (look into the distance)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
A decision can be correct and also reprehensible. And many might not agree that I was correct. Though my choice proved to work in the end, who is to say another one might not have? A more merciful and pleasant one for all? I did what I felt I needed to... but I do not and cannot ask anyone to forgive me or excuse me, when I permit neither for myself.

But it did work. Thousands of years passed, but at last my champion, the Warrior of Light, found the strength and courage to lead humanity on the path it needed to take. Thanks, in no small part, to having traveled through time back to the beginning of the tale, and having witnessed Hermes' choices and set me upon this path to begin with.
heartofthestar: (smile)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-03-31 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Without question. In the end, the Warrior of Light was the one to defeat me -- to defeat Hydaelyn, the Mothercrystal, upon whom mankind had relied and believed in as their protector for countless years. And that, then, is my tale, such as it is. Or truly, the Warrior of Light's tale, for Hydaelyn was no longer needed.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I said he was correct, and yet -- had he not reacted the way he did, would he have still been proven right? Hermes himself could learn nothing from his own struggle, his own suffering. What he judged others for, he himself embodied.
heartofthestar: (smile)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-03 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
You understand so quickly, though to truly embrace that simple fact takes a great deal of will and strength. Hermes... well, I would say his story is done, and yet here I am. I should be quite dead, and if I am being honest, I was looking forward to the rest.
heartofthestar: (let me explain)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-03 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It is possible, with the correct magic, to draw a coherent pattern from the aetherial sea if not too long has passed since the person returned to it. But I had in no way expected that I would experience such, nor that I would return as Venat rather than Hydaelyn.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-07 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
As I judge it... this world itself is a parallel to a primal. It has been conjured into existence for a purpose, and as we enter its sphere, we in turn become subject to its purpose and the manner through which it manifests. Thus we have magics granted by it, rather than what we ought to have, for one.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-08 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps. I am not bragging to say that the creation magic I ought to possess by nature puts shame to anything this world has thus far offered. I regret what I must leave undone...
heartofthestar: (smile)

[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-09 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I meant here, of course! After all, when I return home, it ought to be to my rest once again.
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[personal profile] heartofthestar 2022-04-12 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course. Yet one can wish for an easier way, even as one settles in to do things as they must be done. Such is simply life.

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